babysitter?

today...hahah..malam semalam me n my mom x tdo..
x tau ah cne kteorg bley survive..
but afta sboh me tido lahh..haha :)
this petang..i pegi beli barang2..
hurm.. money~ spent until negatif..
hahah..bgg sket..but what to do..xley regret..
i luv 2 shop :)
then2 balek2 uh.. tetibe dgr baby nges..
"waaaaaaa~hwaaaaa~~~"
omg! my aunt left her baby here..
not tertinggal yeah..its meninggalkan~
hahah :) n then...
guess who make her stop crying?
ME!

so yeah..dukung2 dye..jalan2 sme..
n then my bro pegi kacau n then dye nanges blk..
urgh! then kne pujuk2 dye bgai...
gave her a card..
then dye stop nanges jap..
then my bro kacau balek! ish!
rse nk tendang je my bro..hahah..
then i bwk dye naek my room..
naseb baek my room byk~ sgt teddies!
so dye maen ngan bear2 tu sume..
but i still ngah dukung dye..the whole time!
very lenguh lah my hand..pheuhh~
nk dukung dye n all the bears~
haish..n then i duduk lah..baru duduk muke dah masam blk..
dye tolak2 kaki..n say..
" naek..naek.."
n then i hav to bgn blk bwk dye jln2..
then i duduk blk..(nk maen com ah)
then dye tolak2 kaki dye lgih..
"alaa..x nk duduk ke?" "xnk..xnk.."
aish.. bwk dye jln2 lgih..
n finally i said..
"alaa..duduklahh..akak penatlah..."
tnpe bertimbang rse, me duduk n bkk laptop..
hahah :) tnjk dye video korean sumer..aiyo0~
n then nk on9 at the same time..
so, fb half of the page, n movie half of the page.
hahah:)

sangat ssh nk on9..plus..i'm on the bed n i can't move!
cz she's sitting on my lap!
so there goes my free babysitting service..
hahah :) n btw,,her name is.
**RAIHANA**

DUTY CALLS!

very..very..tiring day..
first day of work for this holiday..
well..sometimes..duty calls :)
shit, dh r ngah cite bes kt tv.. ish3..
too bad..ngantok gyler ah nw nih..
nk abeskn nih.. then tidoo..
haish..runsing! with essay n karangan lgih!
gosh! x siap2! so dead! better be done by 2moro.
huh..well..about work today..
hahah :) jadi cikgu..
teaching year 3 students..
rase pelik..but..its fine..
hahah..they were so FUN!
when was the last time i had fun?!
couldn't remember..thats just what happen when you grow up.
well, i got this really good news 2day.
i'm really excited! indeed..hahah :)
quite suprising..seriously..just so sudden..
huh! dont know how 2 describe my feelings..
but i was glad at the same time worried..
well then..i know she's gonna fit in real well n real fast!
thats what i'm worried of..but..
whatever..think bout it later..
then..2ndly..about my family..
i'm really dissapointed in them..
this ramadhan is the worst!
there's just no connection anymore..
who knows...................
last overnyte you're happy n the next you're not
should really appreciate family when it existed..
so......yeah........i guess that's it for 2day..
everyone's doing their own thing..at their own place..
yeah2..just get lost~

EFFY! thank you..

those three words are said too much,

i'm afraid they dont mean a thing anymore,

expressing them is even harder than i thought,

to make you feel the samething can kill me.

listen to the words i say,

people care bout you more than you expect,

just play along with the music,

you'll be happy in no time, girl!

hearts broken,harsh words,

eyes narrowing,friendship's gettin hurt,

these are already a routine for us,

i say there's a silver lining behind every cloud.

never breakdown nor let tears get you down,

they are more than just a waste,

try living a fairytale; full of smiles,

just remember thai i do, LOVE you!

EFFY!

result..

ahhahha..

speechless..

mmg x memberangsangkan lahh..

tapi..alhamdulillah..

tadelahh trok sgt kn..

nw nihh.. dh dpt 6 subs..

n 6a..tp mls nk list mrkh..

coz marks tadelah up sgt..

yg blom dpt lgih..bm n bi..

yg plg wa x pndai..berserah je lahh..

i've tried my best..if nex yer tron class,

nk bwat cne..haha..

hopefully tak ah..we'll just see..

now.

" i miss you,

i miss your smile,

n i still shed a tear,

every once in a while,

n eventhough its different now,

you're still here somehow,

my heart wont let you go,

n i need you to know,

i miss you"

i miss "WE"

my heart wont let you go..

but i know i hav 2 let you go..

i will. i promise..

all i ask from you is..

dont you ever dare to forget our

friendship that we used to care so much.

our friendship that is carved with our name..

n surrounded with the word love

used to be protected by the chain of loyalty.

and lock with forever you n me

n finally broken with tears.

i love you..now n always..

now..

we hav 2 go our own ways..

live our separate life..

all this..

had kill the soul in me..

wawa..

had gone now..

n never to be found..

one day..

when i'm ready..

when everything is over..

that is where i will be me..

the truth..

lately nihh...

mmg byk prob.... banyakkkkkkk sangat..

penat sangat2..ngan trial nyerh lgih..

tipu ah kteorg x mnanges..

umm.. ssh sgt nk diungkapkan ngan kate2 kn?

x pnah sangke akan jadi mcm nih..

act bende nih b4 trial..

but kteorg ckp nk smbong afta trial..

then that day, afta trial..

kteorg bwatlahh mesyuarat tergempar..

tak tau lah ape resolution dye..

we were speechless..

masing-masing dah tak tau nk ckp ape..

till this one day...

ade org hadapi prob cm kteorg gak..

n kteorg due2 kt situ ntok tolg dyeorg..

its funny how u r supposed 2 help people

when ur own prob blom settle kn?

so.. afta kteorg tolg dyeorg..

we decided to settlekn ours..

keputusan nyer.. mmg x dijangke..

sakett sangat ati ble dengar dye ckp cmtuh..

hampa..kecewa..sedihh..

tak mahu.. tapi harus...

sayang.. tapi x sanggup..

mlm tuh.. cne keadaan wa.. hanya mreka yg tahu..

rela mmg rela.. tapi berat!

mmg rindu sangat knangan lame..

rindu sangat2.. rindu saat kami bahagia bersama..

keadaan mcm nih.. mmg jauh sgt dri fikiran ku..

x sangke.......x pnah sangke!

hari ini akan tiba.. sometimes..

kne terpaksa sacrifice kebahagiaan diri,

ntok kebahagiaan org yang kita sayang kn?

wa ckp..

" wa xnk tgk dye titiskan air mate lgih

lps ni, xnk tgk dye titiskan air mate ntok mreka,

klau mreka brani lukekan hati dia...

wa xkn maafkan mreka.."

sayang ituh..mmg sakit, pedih, perit..

itulah balasan selepas segala kebahagiaan

yang kita dapat..aku pernah pilih kao..

n aku x pnah menyesal..x pnah same skali..

thank you.. ntok sgale kebahagiaan

yang kao pernah bagi aku..

dye cakap, " mmg kao yang paling aku syg,

tapi skarang ni mreka besties aku "

aku x faham ayat dye..x mengerti..

ape yang dia cuba sampaikan..

yang aku tahu.. zaman kegemilangan kami..

telah pun berakhir.. sepahit mana kenangan ini..

aku tetap akan kenang manis2 knangan kita dahulu..

kini, mungkin dari pandangan kasar..

kami tidak pernah berubah..

namun.. hanya kami yang tahu..

betapa lainnya kehidupan kami skarang ini..

betapa.. jauh di hati kami..

kami inginkan masa dahulu..

tapi kami tahu.. itu semua tidak mungkin lagi kn?

deep down..kami rse laen sangat skarang..

hati kami..ade sesuatu yang x kena..

berbeza..ada sesuatu yang kosong..

tak tahu..bila luka akan terubat..

bila tangis menjadi tawa..

bila aku menjadi diriku semula..

yang gembira, yang gila, yang bahagia

itu semua tidak penting..

tapi dia harus tahu..

hati yang kosong ini..hanya untuk dia..

(ku berharap..suatu hari nanti..semua ini akan

berlalu tanpa meninggalkan kesan dalam hatiku)

old times were always the best..

kami dah tuka brand mineral water..

haha..dulu wa gne select..

audy gne peladang..

now wa gne aquarius n dye gne cactus..

hahah..

as the saying goes..

"like deskie, like deskie"

hahah.. tp nw gler horror ah..

mse xm week lgih ah.. mje kteorg pnoh ngan bku..

tinggi plak uh timbunan dye..

hahah..mje kteorg ah plg menyerlah dlm klas uh..

sabtu uh bru gotong royong bersihkn mje..

haha :))

audy,,

ngah bercerite psl her orang gaji..

yg dye sayang sangat...

sadis2,, smbl mkn kropok yg org gaji dye

suke sangat makan..well,

nw dye dah lost contact ngan org gaji dye..

dye rindu sangat.. kn?

tak tau npe ble audy nk cal org gji lme dye..

or dye sro her mom cal kan..

her mom xnk n tak bagi..

well, dye lgih rapat ngan maid dye drpd her mom..

tu lah lyfe skarang..maid yg jge anak..

moms were to0 buzy.. haish..

be a good mom n spend quality time with your

children if u dont wanna lose them...

library

this is what people do in the library..

agak2 ape dye ngah buat ni..?

ngah tdo? ke study?

this is not me okey..

ahhaha! oit! mangon lahh!

pmr . pmr . pmr . pmr . pmr . pmr

ngee~

manusia zaman sekarang..

muahaha :0

xde kje btol org zaman skarang nihh..

gilerh jelas tapak tangan uh..

haha..klakar lahh.. :)

spelahh yg bwat uh..

eyy..tapi kn.. x pham btol knape org kne conteng

mje kt dk uh..n carve2 bgai..

urgh..perlu ea? gatal btol tgn..

everytime dok dlm dk uh mesti ade mende

kne pdm..conteng kne pensel ok lgih..

at least bley pdm..yg bkn gne pensel uh?

n yg carve2 bgai uh? hodoh giler lah wei..

dh r kutuk2 org laen..x yah r..

buang mse je..xde nyer dri kite sendiri ni

hebat sgt bk kutuk org..adoih..

runsing2..haish..

Zaman kegemilangan Rubix cube kt ssp..

muahahaha :))

comel gyler kn cikgu maen?

kteorg sumer nk tergelak..hahah :)

giler comel!!

tp nw da boring dah coz rmai sgt org dah tau..

luckily me n syira were the early birds..

so kteorg yg ajar dyeorg..

n mse kteorg tahu bende tuh, blom bosn lgih..

so kteorg dpt hav fun ngan bende tu jap..haha..

nw giler bosan! in need for new games!

kem english

mse kem english..

penceramah dye dri tkc..

berlagak sket..but nvm lahh..

as long as dye bahagia..

tau x.. b4 start cemarah lgih wa dah penat..

haha..doin sumthing..

mmg gyler bes ah.. pusing around hall cmtuh..

mse tuh.. mseh bek ngan dye..

sgale2nyer sronok..tapi now..

urgh! what's with me?! asek nk ingat knangan lalu jerh.

let go ah! huh!

papepon.. mmg bes lagu kt hall uh..

sgt suke lagu uh..penat exercise di pagi hari..

muahaha :))

persahabatan kami sebagai deskie adalah yg terindah..

sepanjang hidup ku........................

teman ialah kawan :)

gilerh ah..

kt library pon nk tgkp gamba..

old times.. "WE"

mmg besh sgt2 amat~

haha..sje jer nihh..

tade moodnk bwat keje :)

paperpon..gamba ni mmg smart..

xley deny,,

books kt library mmg kinda horror..

hahah :)) tringat knangan lalu..

we used to be we..USED TO BE..

haish..life..thats just how it goes..

i wish her all the happiness she can get..

coz i care bout her.................

...................

mse kem BM!!

hmm.. kt pusat komuniti gak..

rsenyer lgih sronok kot.. ahhahha

the only lily kt sane..

sweet sangat..cantik tau!

tgk kt kolam tu nmpk daun2 je..

tetibe ade satu bunge nihh..

very menyerlahh

act banyak agy bunge yg cantik2..

kt kolam laen ah..

tp cam tade batt,sadis..

ade 1 kolam nih, ade mcm2 wrne bunge lily yg kecik2

cantik2! colourful sgt..

then jln2 lgih.. nmpk bangau.. haha..

very sexy :) muahaha..

dyeorg terbang very elegant kn?

kt sne cm ade jambatan nih..panjang sgt..

somesort merentasi hutan cmtuh..best..

giler indah ah..then me n zana naek kt watch tower uh..

then kne kejar lebah! gilerh lari ah.. haha :)

me ade petik bunge.wrne puple kot.

indah2..then bg kt umi sal.. hehe :)

mui tablemate! hajar..

smeorg ngah memaen..mse ni x rmai lgih..

bru around 10 ppl kot kt playgroung yg BESAR nihh!


ahhaahha....

x tron glongsor lgih.. wee~

giler tinggi glongsor2 kt situ!

sronok gilerh ah..

comel kn bdak ni..?

ish2..hahah..gram2~

"akak,akak, main ni.." haha..comel sgt..

me! kosong gilerh kn mse nih..

coz bru 2 org je yg smpai.. :)

me n my tablemate, hajar..

kteorg first 2 person yg smpai..

mmg bes ah conquer playground ni due org jerh..

x bising n kteorg bley men pape jerh..

huish..eventhough mse nih me ngah bengang ngan fren..

but quite glad they didnt come along..

prefer men 2 org je pon..haha :)

hajar, gilerh cm hamster..

we're suppose 2 crawl act, ngeh~

very nice ayte mate?

klau baring slide down tros uh, bes uh!

mmg bes pon..dh r pusing2..tinggi lagih..laju plak uh..

rse cm kembali kezaman kegemilangan kanak-kanak..

rindu~

then kteorgdah abes men, bru dyeorg dtg..

annoyed ah gak..pissed off act..mse org ajk tdih x nk..

skarang bru nk dtg?urgh..pape je ah..

yg penting me n hajar dh maen sume dh pon..

hahahahahahahahahaha~

okeyh..here goes crite sedih nyer.. huu~

mse nihh.. bru sedar.. persahabatan kte tadelahh

kukuh mne kn?klau org kcau..

cmtu je bley hancur..dh reput eh persahabatan kte?

sedihhhh sangat2..mmg x sangke ah..

but better ah sdar awal, bley ah take precautions

sket kn?hmm..demi mengurangkan kesakitan hati

yg luke..wa pergilahh ngan org lain kn zana?

zana gak yg tau waktu tuh, n kteorg jln sesame sumer.

menikmati keindahan alam..huh.legalahh jgak hati.

eventhough still sedih..mse nih lahh,

wawa sedar... bebile je wawa bley hilang dyeorg kn?

well..to check thats true ke tak..i did a few test..

i really like to test people..tulahh dye..

n the result is..its true..

mmg friendship kteorg rapuh..ahh!

sakit sangat hati nih..klau bley nk blah jer jauh2

dari situ...tapi..apakah daya..nasi dh jadi bubur..

bintang dh jadi batu..

hmm..tulahh..kehidupan...

mengecewakan..

>beyond each picture lies a thousand of meaning<

what you see on the outside is not the real inside..

you have to look deeper to know things you dont know..

you have to seek harder to find answers you dont have..

things were never that easy..

>thats reality<

tggu mse nk msok dm..

ahhahha

arina!! n me :))

penglipur lara sedang bercerita..

haha.. kami pon layann je lahh..

haha :) kn? mak?

anis bun :)

sweetlah bju kami..cantik tone wrne nyerh :)

gilerh ah.. kami ngah berseronok..

borak2..dye bley study??

ish3~gila bgus..

arina?? again??!!

muahaha..jkjk :)

the one n only :)

ME!! hahah

bosn..bwk cam pegi dm :)

gilerh bosn..

ape agy.. dh uh.. make use of da camera lahh..

muahaha...

jiran yg berdekatan..

biru-biru..sweet~

my classmate also :)

zana!! ahhaahhaa...

2day mkn apple.. yummy..

an apple a day keeps the doctor awayyyy~

my dearest tablemate!

seronok ade dia! :)

haha.. rjen bwk cam pegi dm pon ade akibatnyer gak..

arituh..x ingat ah ble..not on this day kot..

tapi ngeng jerh..afta solt smer kn..then pegi prep..

study kat galeri koko smer..lepak2..

smpai pkol 10 cmtu ah.. then tetibe my fren dtg kt i..

dye nk tgk 1 pic nih.. then i search 4 my cam in my bag..

carik3.."ohh shit! where's my cam?!!shit3!!"

giler lame ah carik.."mne nihh? x kn ah kt dm?! urgh..

giler ah, x kn ah kt dm" >>praying hopefully x ilang lgih<<

then cpt2 minx permission prefect kt situ ckp nk gi amek cam..

dh r dlm bkas uh ade dwit! byk ah gak.. tp xnk ckp brape..

huu.. pegi dm uh.. tnye kt pakcik dm uh..

huh!! nseb bek ade..gile lega ah! thank god! haha :)

tu lahh dye critenyerh..huh..giler chuak ah time uh!but..

cmtulahh..aslkn jmpe blk..

kt track! berseronok!

berseronok!

bersenam menguruskan badan

di track..or should i say.. padang??

timer! act ni mse dh abes memaen dh..

nk blk dorm dh..

ehh2.. asl tetibe amek gamba nihh..

ish2.. tendang karang..

*dush2*

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

H.E.A.R.T.S <3

sayang mereka :))

ahh.. tidakk!!

audy tipu je tuhh.. dye x angkat wa pon..

panjat sendiri keyh..

act, x prasan pon audy bwat cmtu.. hahah..

poyo jerh audy nih..nk bjet gah le tuh?

aiyo0o~

syira perlukan bantuan.. teeheehee..

audy x bwat pape pon?

apelahh~

say cheese!

oyy..kte dah jog ke blum nihh???

dh kn?? dah..dah..

utamekan yg wajib dlu..hahah.. lepak2 jap..

asl ade kwn sume sronok kn?

RK training

ching3..

kem ngan rk taining.. :)

gilerh sronok!!

mreka tak tahu kami bwat begitu di blakang mreka..

hahaha :))

teman-teman baik ku

say hi!

high FIVE!

theeheehee~

ramai-ramai berbaju biru!

my fav colour. muahaha :)

seperti biasa..

teman sampai matiey :)

love, love, love

groupmate wawa!

spe leader?? haha :)

wawa lahh.. ngee!~

kami mnang explore race..

wee :))

kami panjat2..

me on top! haha :)

eventhough kami x mnang..

kami still hebat! haha

thx diddy coz angkat wawa..!

haha :)

cari kasut anda masing2 yea?

syira!!! kami sayang anda!!

pdn mke kne SQUEEZZEE~

ngee~

old days.. me 'hearts' audi :(

syiwadeeb! mlekat kt dinding..

stickystickystickstick :)

cramah bru abes!!

zaman dahulu kala..

auch! it hurts..huu~

teman~~

kami! lompat !

capai bintang di langit!

bintang kami.. <3

persahabatan yang bersinar~

ehh? pandang ape uh?

gembira? atau gila?

ahhahaha

kawan-kawan!

hugs n kisses~

ramai2 lompat!

jump, jump, JUMP!!

moments to memories.. kn?

oohh.. guhmbira!!

now n forever...

syiwadeeb <3

lotsa lotsa luv.. wee~~

love n laugh..

edited by syira :))

hmm..seronok lahh.. tapi dh berlalu.. maen air bagai.

swimming2 smer..lari2..gyler sedih ah mse mjlis perpisahan..

huh!kn kteorg solat jemaah maghrib kt sne kn?ish..

gler sedap ah suare imam..(not gonna say who)

x ley lpe smpai skarang..huh..me rse tu suare plg sdp yg me

pnah dgr, u-know-who..haish..suka suki..

menang explore race :) x sangke ah gak..tp at the end sket ati sket..

coz sme org cm keling..dkt sejam kteorg tggu..aish..

makan,SEDAP! spagethi out of stok sket..

tp then cikgu bg stiap org sket2..aww~ sweet sgt..

thz cikgu :)) till then, that's that!