gawshh!~

agagagaga....
made a decision :))
risking myself..
wont mind getting hurt,
haha :))
live my life to the fullest! hehe ^_^

btw, havent start stdy yet,
hmm. worried but lazy. hehe.
scared to start tution without friends,
lazy to make new friends though,
haha.at least, not on the first day :)
mayb on the 2nd day, haha
hmm. hav lots of stories.
but maybe too personal to share it here. haha
so.. till then,
wish me the best of luck in everything, haha~

sad :(

hmm..
things are getting worst,
i'm falling apart,
just wait till tomorrow,
the last day of school.
i'm gonna tell both of you how you've neglected me.
and how obvious it is.
till then....

what do i do, WITHOUT 'YOU-KNOW-WHO'

You ask me how my day was as if it is same everyday
I say that I'm okay but you really don't know how I feel
Do you think I will be okay without you?
Will you be okay without me?
It is really hard to live in this world without you
That is why I blame myself for still breathing

What should I do? Even now, I live these painful days because of what you said
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Do you live every single day painfully like me?
You and me.

Are we too late? Do not we have a chance?
I still think about you and you might know this
Is it finally this? Are we going to end up like this? Is it okay with you?
I don't think I can do it. The love that I found by meeting you, I wont find it anywhere else even if I die

What should I do? If it isn't you, no one else can be in my heart
Please hold me. And you know that even though the whole world would try
No one can erase your memories. So please hold me.

What should I do? Even now, I live these painful days because of what you said
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Do you live every single day painfully like me?
You and me.

Is it too late? Do not we have a chance?
But me, I still think about you, and you might not know it.

syira, this is for you. ilysmgb now and always

Remember when we could laugh at nothing all day ?

And when I needed a helping hand, you were never far away?

Do you remember when we were almost inseparable ?

Now, I don’t know what’s going on , it’s all so unstable .

Things started moving to fast ,

It seems like I’m only living in the past .

All my closest friends are drifting to far away ,

My skies went from rainbow, to a dark, dull grey .

It seems like there’s no free time left in my day ,

Everyone I love is keeping up, and leaving me in dismay .

I just wish for things to go back to the way they were ,

Not this fast paced life that goes by like a blur .

It’s not that I can’t keep up with this sort of lifestyle ,

It’s that I don’t have the time to take a fresh breath and smile .

So I may be selfish for wanting things to go back to being right ,

But I just want everything to be alright .

No more bad news ,

And no more backstabbers to leave a bruise .

Is it so wrong to wish things were okay ?

So wrong to want bad to leave, and good to stay ?

That’s all I want, nothing more ,

I just want things to go back to how they were before …

life's suffering me!

sorry,
but i'm too tired for all this,
too tired to wipe the tears,
too tired to get my heartbroken,
too tired to even watch.
i thought you knew me.
but i was wrong.
i'm sorry for expecting more than i should,
but i am really disapointed.
in me and both of you.
thanks for everything but i've had enough already.
i love you more than i love myself,
i swear, i would even risk my life for you.
but this is what you repay me,
thank you, sincerely from me.
but i want no more.
i'll start over next year.
we'll see what happen.
i'll try to make it work though i know its quite impossible.
i have faith in you,
and i believe in everything you do.
n i beg you,
dont suffer me anymore.
trusting you is the only thing i have right now.
and the only thing i am doing.
please dont change.
please dont go.
please dont leave.
stay with me.
losing you had been the worst thing ever happened to me.
WORST!
sorry for everything i've done
i've never meant to hurt you or anyone.
the pain will never go away.
the wound will never heal.
the scar will always stay.
watching you so far away.
i wish you all the happiness you can get.
sorry for being such a jerk.
remember, how i look on the outside is not what i feel on the inside.
i hope they do take great care of you.
anyone who wanna hurt you have to go through me first keyh.
do take care coz you're the only one i care for.

i love you now, always and forever.
i wish i could turn back the time.
but we both know. its too late.

forgive me..

wawa! dont give up!

Don’t dwell on your criticisms.
When someone‘s giving you a negative feedback
take it as an opportunity to learn and grow,
not a reason to quit.

afraid of campaign! be tough! confident! :)

Dr. Robert Schuller once said
“You are what you think about all day long”.
This statement is true when it comes to public speaking.
We all have this preconceived notion about
the things we can do and the things we cannot do.
I have heard some people say
“Oh…I am such a terrible speaker”
When I ask them how many speeches they have given so far,
they would say “ Well… none”
How can you assume that you are not good at something
even before trying it?

Change these self -sabotaging beliefs you are holding in your mind.

You can become a good speaker only when you believe you can.

hustle and bustle +_+

huh! what a hectic life!
can't even find time to update my blog +_+
hahah~
finished pmr is not all that great and cool..
we're not even that free..
well, mayb the first three days we were free..
but then.. not anymore,
hahah,
there's just too many things to do!
drama,co curriculum day,birthday girl,add maths,performance n more!
and the latest is MAJAKA
which stands for majlis jalinan kasih :)
well, n there's carnival in the evening~
coolio~ +_+
hahah, i'm in charge for performance :) with some of my friends.
haha. including my best friend, ADIBAH
haha. nice!~
n the good news is that, tarian's n bowling's proposal had been accepted!
wee~ n we have to do exhibition for robotic too.
so i'm gonna be extremely buzy :)
i like to be buzy though..
prevents me from thinking about something useless :)
haha!~ OMG!
that reminds me of......
the robotic's exhibition!
the pictures!info!track!games!face painting!shirt painting!
ohh~ i have to plan quick!
i havent even buy things for the tarian's stall..
i really should check up with the president..
see if she had done the permission letter for us to go out and buy some stuff..
haha +_+ ,
ouh, just got the information,
it's not allowed by the pk hem,
aish! omg2!
robotic is so0o0o freakin' cool!
our booth gonna be like whoa!
haha :) i'm thrilled!
we've added some stuff just now,
so it's gonna be better!yeay!
and i get to do some scribbling~ yes!
haha :) love art love dance love work
but i really hate when i did something wrong
and lately, as a pmc, i did too many wrongs
and i was like, 'what the?! whats happening with myself?!'
i mean,seriously,
whats up with all this mistakes?
am i nuts? urgh! gosh!
i cant afford to do anymore mistakes,
seriously! and i hope i won't.
please!~
yesterday,we did something wrong,
though its not really 100% our fault,
but the person didnt admit,
hmm..pride i guess,
well, that makes me respect her less,
and today,we did something wrong, AGAIN!
and that really pissed me off~ aish,
btw,i'm really2 absolutely buzy right now,
so, sorry if i dont really talk to you (whoever that is)
i'll be free on nex week.
pray that i dont make anymore mistakes +_+
please~~